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The secret garden The split from myself, I feel myself rising. This is where I find wisdom, the insight of life. Beyond the great wonders, where you find eternal peace. In this secret garden, where everything is clear. The secrets of history, hidden away from humankind. As a butterfly unfolds, The answers has reached my mind. The doors are slung open, now it's your time to believe. This has brought myself to who I am, the perfect reaction inside. I feel complete in this universe, now embrace your soul and become.
Home As I walk this path of divinity, I can see the darkness tremble in the distance. Im drawn to it, not by evil, but by love. I see friends singing my song. I see family longing to be met yet again. I see this whole new world wanting to be discovered. In this hour, in this second, I reach out, trying to see beyond what my mind can tell. Catching the breaths of those who’s there, yet not. I can sit here in this silence, trusting my patience. Time is our own creation, and the creation is a true riddle. Something we want to solve, to understand, yet not. I can fairly doubt, but the truth comes out. Home is calling, friends are calling, they are waiting for us to reappear back to our origins, longing for the light darkness, my home.
Dream of embers Remembering those days when time collapsed, I saw her forever in this dream of embers. Her skin like velvet, I felt inside, Longing for the unknown, where do you hide? Somethings not there as I close my eyes, everythings so uncertain as I roll the dice. With clear blue eyes she whispers, "I call you in the time of being." This memory has burned into my soul, I still recognize you as mine. with your long red hair like fire, I need you to fulfill my deepest desire. Constant longing for something I can't understand, these cracks of dimensions holds us apart. I see your face and I feel your presence, I belong to you, but for now I belong to reality.
Diseased You created a disease, but it never existed. Illusions running by, my life became a lie. Looking for the truth, hidden underneath. Impossible to detect, something is defect. Decreasing my mind, everything is unclear. Breeding forth, a breezing confusion. A monstrous brain, calling for me. Never meant to be, never meant to see. Looking for an answer, but my hope is putrid. Give me an answer, the end is now. Diseased in craze, my last breath will tell. The secret has been covered, never to be sorted.
Fractions If anyone could notice, these fractions between. If anyone could care, 'bout the identity we all share. Would you dare to witness, these things that is long forgotten? In belief we slay and torture, as the blind follows the blind. In this system of leaders and corruption, they only lead us into death and destruction.
Guilty Traces Wrestling my mind as I put it togheter, my life seems fine and I'm light as a feather. But from time to time when I ease my mind, I find this world that's so long left behind Constant failure and it's hard to keep track, how can we balance ourselves from these guilty traces? Leaning upon the conscience of others, will you follow the people of gray and lost faces? Follow your way, manifest your ideas and become, it's in the hands of everyone, not just some. The order of the remains is waiting, waiting for this new world we will find ourselves painting.